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Name: Bobbie
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Ironton
Birthday: 3/1/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: <333 friends, jesse, love, family, photographs, drawlings, music, mix cd's, food, clothes, hair dye, hair cuts, contact lenses, glasses, cell phones, pillows, walks, my car, random drives, accessories, chicken, neon fingernail polish, lime green, diet cherry coke, computer, making layouts, thunderstorms, scary movies, the park, penn station, being random, paychecks <333
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AIM:  BloodAndBeauty
ICQ:  235659744
Member Since:
3/25/2005
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| Well, I randomly checked my email and saw xanga would delete my account if I did not sign into my account & post a blog, so here I am. I can't afford to lose these memories. This blog is filled with both good and bad memories, but most importantly it's filled with life. Life is uncensored. It's taking the good with the bad. It's learning, laughing, and moving on.
I've never been one to embrace change. In fact, I normally try to avoid it at all costs. Sometimes it's time to just stop running and face the fact, life is nothing but change. This blog is filled with moments and times of change. It's important for me to remember these times and realize I got through all these changes just fine, and sometimes change isn't a bad thing at all.
These are my lessons and memories in black and white.
A lot has changed since the last time I seriously wrote. I'm engaged and planning the wedding of my dreams. I graduate from OU in a year. I live in Athens, Ohio during the school year. I've come to enjoy this boring town of Ironton, Ohio. Jesse has bought a significant amount of land, nearly 40 acres, and is building us the house we've always wanted. I've made new mistakes, and learned from them. I've grown closer to some friends, and moved farther away from others. I've been reading the Bible every single day. I've been trying to stay positive and avoid a lot of the negative aspects that used to be in my life.
I'm learning to live with change and accept it. I can honestly say, a lot of the changes that have occurred in my life recently have been wonderful blessings. I'm so lucky to be where I am today. | | |
| Some of the happiest nights of my summer has been spent in Jesse's jeep with some of our closest friends. The wind in our hair; the night on our side. The music's loud, and these are the moments that I live for. Everything's perfect. We're moving quick, but everything else is standing still.
I find it bittersweet.
But soon this will end. | | |
| Seconds fade to laughter and laughter to minutes.
Time goes by, and memories are made.
I may forget this day but never your face.
It's unexplainable, but it's beautiful, so beautiful.
Hiding behind thoughts and wishes, you find me.
I'm venerable.
But, you save me with your smile, with your laughter.
Everything always goes back to these moments.
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| My thoughts always come back to this.
At times, I am at a loss for words, and at other times my words are never heard.
There's no way around this emotion, this passion.
It's a way of thinking. It's a way of life.
It is my motivation, my intellect, my sanity. | | |
| I miss my xanga even though I've given up all hope on it. I just miss my memories I suppose. I still occassionally come back to it. I start to write an entry but end up deleting it instead of posting it.
Maybe I will post an entry here, every once in a while, or maybe not. ♥
You can always catch me at www.myspace.com/untoldxsecrets, but I don't blog there like I do here. I do blog though, but not often.
I've had a lot of bad luck lately. Well maybe luck isn't the word for it, but bad definatly is. No, I don't want your pity. I just want to blog. Even though all of this bad stuff is going on around me, I have managed to stay strong and keep myself relatively happy. I believe, I am getting better with my anxiety, or at least I hope so.
Short and sweet. Just the way it should be.
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